BRISSY!

OH HI PEOPLE. 

its been awhile yeah? life's been abit busy. but i shall squeeze in abit of time just to update this blog that is already dead. hopefully i'll be able to update more often! (:

Its been 4 weeks since my arrival at Brisbane, Queenland, Australia. but wow. one month passed by really quickly. Can't say that i've fully adapted to the life here, but im trying. 

Most of you already know that im taking a Degree in Bachelor of Science (Biomedical Sciences) at The University of Queensland! and school started last week! and there's already plenty of things to do! D: practicals arent much of a problem since well, i graduated from NP, and not to mention that i had 7 months working experience before coming back to studying again (i seriously question myself why did i make this decision). Lectures are HELL.  but thank goodness for lecture recordings, otherwise i probably wouldnt be able to catch half of what th lecturer says. th speed they go is like bullet train. D:

Living alone isnt a problem as well. okay, not alone alone. but at least without parental guidance and all. Im really glad i know how to cook (: otherwise its good luck to me and Esther (she's my roomie btw) I cook and she washes th dishes and clears up th mess i made in th kitchen. poor her. HAHAHAHAH. but i think she's surviving since i havent burn down th kitchen yet. 

Brissy's really nice and slow paced. MAYBE TOO SLOW. th pace at which they do things here are abit too slow for my liking. but we'll adapt. or maybe not. Singaporeans are born kiasu you know. its not something that can be changed so easily. AND OMG. TH MAJOR CULTURE SHOCK? is how they close their shops so early. like uhm by 4pm, everything is closed. LIKE WTH. ITS SO DAMN EARLY. by 7pm, everywhere is a ghost town. Like uhm? in Singapore, even at 12am its never a ghost town? 

One thing to appreciate about SG would be our transport system though. OH RIGHT, AND WE WERE STILL COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW OUR MRT SUCKS AND ALL. you havent seen th worst. THEY DO MRT REPAIR AND WORKS IN TH DAY TIME. so well, they close th train for th day and you shall go figure out an alternative way to get to wherever you want to go otherwise GOOD LUCK. so yeah, hi people in SG, please learn how to appreciate th transport system back home. 

I'll have to complain that im really not used to th lack of food variety here. Maybe its cause im not much of a western food person? Hence, th food here isnt to my liking. Thank goodness most meals are settled at home thou. I REALLY MISS SINGAPORE FOOD. HUR. but i'll survive. (: 

they have plenty of markets here and they are like woahhhhh.

Fish and Chips from Gold Coast? yumz. they sure are good. 

View from GC!

When will SG ever have such nice Apple Store.

Maybe never. 

Brissy CBD Clock Tower (:

and no, south bank is right smack in th city if you're wondering

like they have a fake beach, 

RIGHT SMACK IN TH MIDDLE OF THE CITY

Th view of CBD area at night. 

How pretty. 

Not that i wanna do this, but here's th food i've been cooking. 

NOMZ. 

Personal Life and alot of random stuff ahead

The school logo is damn nice please. omg. 

Dont even wanna do this. 

Assignments for all courses this sem. 

RAWR. >:(

oh! PIKACEPTION!

and th sunlight here is best for OOTDs.

So are th grass patches. (:

Abit of tea for this princess here. 

Yes, im still living my atas life. :P

im turning into a gardener im so sure of it. 

th amount of plants keeps adding on. (:

May all my bad dreams go away.

Who am i kidding, i konk out everynight. 

Dont have th time to dream yo. 

Friendship bracelet!

Esther, YanWen, Jolene and me :D

#friendshiponthetap

Because im an alcoholic.

no further explaination needed. 

Their Max Brenner here is to die for. 

Th range of desserts are wowowowowow. 

Last but not least, for all of yall who misses my face. 

Thats th end of my update i guess. I shall try and update once in a month if possible! 
We all need a break once in a while. 

I'll go back to SG stronger i promise. Mentally. Physically. Emotionally. 


Love yall! 

XOXO.

moving on to 2016~

oh hi~ its been awhile. like really a long while since i've blogged. so i guess all of th nonsense i haven't typed in 6 months shall come out now^^

Its been a very fulfilling year for me. From graduating from NP to finding a job at SGH followed by getting accepted into UQ. 

I have many people to thank. Especially those that have always been close to me. and those that has been supporting me quietly from th back. People come and go in my life. in everyone's life actually. but who are really th ones who actually stays? Those are th few that im really thankful for. I've learnt quite a number of things this year thanks to the transition from school to work and now i guess im ready to go back to school.

Graduating from NP has given me a huge edge out in th working world tbh. Knowing all th lecturers and my friends in there actually helped get me a job easily. Thankful for Junli for putting in good words for me^^ I find myself enjoying this job a lot. Working a full time job is definitely different from part time job as i have a whole lot more responsibility. It trains me to think of whether this is what i want to do in th future. 

Initially, when i graduated, i didnt have any plans of getting a degree due to th fact that i was at a complete lost of what i wanted to do. I knew it was science, but which direction of science? I've got completely no idea. I'm pretty lucky to have colleagues who's age is close to mine. Being th youngest in th company actually allows me to learn alot from th rest of them. They were th ones who helped me make my decision of getting a degree. Really grateful to all of them because they made me realize that without a degree, your pay really sucks and you cant go anywhere without it. From applying for the uni, to looking for accommodations, i really have to thank my direct mentor ShiMin for guiding me through it all slowly. She really has been a great help throughout this entire period of time, considering how she graduated from UQ itself. Help will come only if you ask for it >>>> like really. 


I'm at th age where everything is so fast paced. Make one mistake and it might just ruin my entire future. Talking to Liying has made me realize that im pretty glad that i plan my future before hand and that i always have to have a plan B just incase A fails. Goals are everything. They're th ones that pushes you forward and motivates you to do what you really want to do in th future. It isnt really wise to work just for th sake of money. You've probably got to have th passion to be working what you chose. Love is wise for her age even though she's one year younger than i am. But im pretty sure she has seen enough for her to know what she wants for her future and im glad to see her pursuing towards it even though it is really tough on her. I'm pretty sure she can succeed in whatever she's doing cause her level of commitment is way up there and im so proud of her! 


I'm left with a month before i fly over to Brisbane for further studies. I will admit that there are stuff that i am unwilling to let go off in SG as much as i dont like it here. But afterall, SG is where i was born and is where my home is. I really hope mum will be fine alone in SG. It has always been th two of us and now im leaving. Its worrying but i dont really have much of a choice. Seeing how my friends survived in Aussie, i guess i should do fine? but im someone who doesnt let go of things easily, so i wonder how my transit is going to be like when i head over! Grateful to have Esther, YanWen and Jolene with me even though im not that close to them. I guess its better than going there alone! Studying is never my thing, but i have friends to encourage and suffer with me. hehehe, kidding >< 



There's not gonna be a new year new me shyt. I'm just going to stay like the 5 year old me, as cheerful as i can be. There has been many things that went on in 2015 but i survived, we all did. And i think we all should be proud of it cause we came out alive and kicking. I'm glad to see all my friends pursuing for their future, i'll be joining yall soon! Moving on to th last part of this blog, im gna dedicate paragraphs of words to a few people who've made 2015 worthwhile! 



BB

Hi girl, im really missing you right here in SG. yeah, we skyped yesterday, but i think im having this BB withdrawal syndrome somehow i think. Somehow it feels really different even when skyping you, like i know you're there, but just too far away for me to be comfortable with it. I know we dont talk really often, cause i have the habit of forgetting to reply you, but you're one of those that i will always go to for advices, or when im really in a complete lost at what to do. Updating you through texts is never easy cause typing words out doesnt make sense sometimes (so annoying though). We'll skype more often i hope. and i really hope to give you good news regarding our topics yesterday? LIKE I DONT THINK I HAVE TH COURAGE STILL. but yea, bb, i love you still. HAHAHAHAHAHA. thats why you're number 1 on my dedication list. Have a good year in Sydney bb, i'll drop by if i can! <3


Love

Hi love. You've been such a great help this year. Especially when i want to rant matured stuff to you. Even though we uhm haven't been talking for th past two years and only started like a few months ago, but i guess its better than nothing. Thankyou for always understanding me, when it comes to planning for th future as well as money issues. You've grown up really well, so please continue this way^^ You've survived this far doing what you really wanted to do, sometimes i really wonder if i'll have th same level of commitment as you have for chasing my own passion. I promise i'll update you on my address in Aus, so please dont start stalking my roommates or sth >.> its creepy. Dont send your sister down to haunt me as well >.> thank you very much, but its not needed. You're starting school next year as well, so i do hope the both of us survive school and come back out alive! Please take care of your own body, EAT YOUR MEALS AND GET ENOUGH SLEEP. Lastly, I love you forever (even if we dont meet for 2 years). 



Panda~

YOU! ugh, i think i've nagged enough at you so i shant do it here again. Im pretty sure you're so sick of me nagging alr. which is like >:( SO PLEASE, HEED LOVE AND MY ADVICE OKAY. dont nua anymore. AND PLAN. im pretty sure you want a life back and not feel like a fool everyday and every night. YOU DONT EVEN GET UPDATES IN MY LIFE ALR. even love knows it earlier than you do. <.< judging you so badly right now. OMG. you have 2 years to survive without me. so please make wise choices in life. WISE OKAY WISE. DONT GO BANG WALL AGAIN. REALLY WASTE TIME WASTE ENERGY. I wont be in SG to nag at you, but i cant promise that i wont nag at you from aussie. If i even have th time and energy to do that. So take these two years to grow up well without me okay! Take care, and dont miss me too much. im sure you will. HAHAAHAH. 





There has been quite a few things that i didnt write down because its too personal. but i guess only those 3 above knows them. I'm sorry if i didnt share stuff with yall, but i've become pretty much a closed up person after many things that happened this year. Learning to listen more to others has become a norm instead of me just yakking away. I guess i'll have to give and take then! 


To all of my other friends out there, i hope you had a fulfilling year in 2015 and will continue to strive hard in 2016! There's no need for a new year new me. Just be yourself. And remember to stay happy! 

class of 2k15!

me being me. i suppose i'll do dedications to all those who i met today!~ (just pm me if yall want th photos of th polaroids we took today okay guys, i promise i dont bite)

Firstly, yes, i've finally graduated. and being able to do so is like a huge success for me considering how i never listened in class and always am doing last minute studying >< so thankyou to all that have helped me in these 3.5 years, one way or another!

this shyt is gonna be long. if yall dont wanna read thru th whole thing, i suggest you ctrl F(macbook users>>>> command F pls:D) and find your own name or nickname. HAHAHHAHAH.  

PANDA

hi panda! Poly gave us a hell lot of problems didnt it? we quarrelled really frequent, ignored each other like nobody's business, fought like hell and all. it was a tough 3 years. but you survived with me! no matter what you'll always give in to me~ thank you for being my personal boyfriend and tolerating everything else that came along with it. you're the person who deserved th most rights to come to my graduation ceremony considering how you've been through hell with me during th past 7 years. as you said, theres no confirmation that th future would be smooth and easy. but do know that i'll go through any roller coaster right with you, even if it brings us to death! love you loads panda :D

YEYU

hi yeyu. omg. year 3 was more than enough to get to know each other. we're prolly sick of each other by now? seeing each other everyday for a year was tough on th both of us. quarrelled quite abit cause of our different principles in work. but then. omg, WE SURVIVED GIRL. i miss our BSC htht as well as th times where we always eat YTF. >< thankyou for tolerating me for that one year. and to Jun Li, thank you for your help. or else we'll prolly never have become partners. Yeyu, you're a smart girl and you're strong as well, never let anyone get you down and all th best in your future! BUT SERIOUSLY, DIP WITH MERIT SIOL. AS EXPECTED PLS. 

HUI QI, TRAVIN, ZIZI

OKAY. FOR YALL, I'LL DO IT TOGETHER OKAY. AND SORRY GIRLS NO CHEESE FOR YALL. (considering how qiqi doesnt like it.) 

hi meow, heng, travin. and whatever else i call you. bitch please. we went through quite a roller coaster ride in year 2. like wow. but we're back together. so fuck it. HA. DPA would probably be the reason why im so close to you. considering how i met you earlier than th rest of them. wah lao, for you right. dont need cheesy lah okay. continue to have a resting bitch face forever and at home got eat steamboat must jio okay! and one more thing, im dragging you out on food trips as usual. LOVE YOU HENG. 

MISS SCHOLAR! i love how you hate this name, and i love how this name is so suited for you! HAHAHAHAH. you know i love you qi and this name is gonna get stuck to you like forever or sth. confirm. to all our random meetups in school as well as right now when we're working, you're what that kept me surviving in y3 i guess? and for th ones right now? i think im sick of your face. HAHAAH KIDDING. im gonna crash your dorm in aussie once you settle down in there so please leave a space for me okay! love ya qi! :D 

MINAH. okay, im also in th minah gang, but then you're th legit one. so where's th big bird uniform? and wheres your bird? FML. please, if possible. dont ever work at that attraction again. th uniform is just UGH. HIDEOUS. when you head over to aussie, please dont let huiqi cook. i think she's gonna poison you or sth. anything call me for sos okay! :DDDDD im gonna miss th nonsense time with you! stay safe in aussie yeah! im glad to have gotten closer to you :DDDD 

QIAOWEN

hi qiaowen. turtle, you gave me quite a few heart attacks and headaches in year 3 eh. from doing lab to running to th level 6 toilet in LSCT to save you. like omg. i hope i dont have to run to anymore toilets to save you. like Jon better treat you right or else he's gonna get it from me >>> please tell that to him. tyvm. there's nothing much to write here cause i already gave you th grad card. >< but please, eat your meals properly and grow fatter turtle! >.> i hope you dont do random fainting anymore please. T^T and hehehe, last long with Jon eh. :* and bake for me soon!

BEATRIX, DESIREE, ZUL

Hi NP Juniors >< good job on ponning lessons and coming to find us. im so proud of yall. like but dont ever say you learnt this from me okay. i never taught all these to yall okay! i dont have any juniors in NP? so im kinda glad yall appeared and all. so now i have more excuses to go back to NP (for the food actly) heheheh. thankyou so much for dropping by and congratulating us for our graduation! now, its your turn to study hard and have sleepless nights for the next 2 years before yall get to graduate! remember to call us up when yall grad also okay! we'll be there! :D WE SURVIVED NP, SO CAN YOU ALL! :DDDDDD

JUNLI

Chan Junjun! no thanks to you for getting me addicted to tiramisu and teh peng man. like wow. good job JunLi really. >.> now i see tiramisu i think of you. works for teh peng as well >.> our friendship prolly isnt as close as my other girls. but still, you were the one with me through out year 2. so many many many many thankyous for tolerating my nonsense. i know i dont have the best temper and i often piss you off, but then you never do show it >< but once again, please please please dont keep everything to yourself okay! D: and i'll see you for more tiramisu when im back yeah! aini! 

HIDAYAH, SYAFIQAH, CHEEWAI, DANIEL

 i cannot miss yall out. cause we went thru shyt. like literally shyt. being in HER lab was hell. omg. i sure dont miss those times, and im sure yall agree. >< Hidayah andv Fiqah, we stayed in th bloody lab for one full year and got shyt out of it. but we all endured and we survived. im so sure that we can survive any other labs out there next time if we ever work in labs. confirm can one. D: and Chee Wai and Daniel, without your help in the lab, me and yeyu would prolly have died. cause we dont have th time to resub all out strains. D: so to the 6 of us, good job for surviving through hell. and we should meet up before th guys enlist and bitch about the lab once again! :P

F♠︎TE

i left yall for the last. for one reason. Poly life couldnt have been fun without yall. and for the fact that we could actually not meet for one year and yet be so close. missing yall is an understatement. i cant exactly say how i feel about yall. even though we didnt make it through as a dance crew, but then we still made it through as a very close group of friends. i miss th nonsense we do together as six. its gonna be a tough road for all of us from now on. but im sure we'll survive cause we have each other. despite being in different courses, we manage to clique and stay strong together. i guess there's really no boundaries to our friendship! however, there's one wish i have for all of yall, can we dance together again one day when we meet up? its gonna be fun to go crazy with yall again thru dance! umma, bb girl, dionee, clar and maknae, thankyou for always being here for me no matter what. i guess us being together is really FATE :D love yall! see ya on 5th June! 

love all of yall! and once again, thank you for all th wonderful memories. please keep in touch people. HAHAHA. call me up for food anytime man! :P

hui2vin

havent blog in 18934758 years. 
but im back. hehehe. 

nothing much other than that im busy working right now with meow (heng) and ah qi (miss scholar).
new nicknames! :P cheeky me ^^
work has been fun. okay, other than th fact that there are always annoying customers to piss us off. 
like why cant you people just be nice and shuddup and let us do out job in peace.
ugh, fucking annoying shyt. 

weekends and holidays are commission days. while weekdays are slacking days. cause seriously, theres not many people during th weekdays. 
and then there are days where it rains so heavily that i really thank tigong for it. 
cause raining means its less hot. especially at RWS :P 

went out to eat zichar with th heng family though, plus ellery plus ah qi. 
hehehehe. good food good company. we shall do it again. 
i miss th steamboat mama heng does at home though. 
i hope to have it soon again!

because i have the sentosa islander card~ why not make use of it!

cable car rides are free for me! OH YAY! 

fooling around at zoo with ah qi cause it was sooooooo boring. >< 

weekdays, what to do! 

me in my own natural habitat! :P HAHAHAHA. 

havent got th chance to work with qi and meow together yet. 
but no worries, th chance is coming next week. 
during labour day! COMMISSION DAY. 
and well, goodluck to th kids that day? piss us off and you guys be gg.com >.>

will try to blog more often. but who am i kidding. 
im lazy as fuck. all i do is eat and sleep if im not working. 
meh. im one with th bed. :P 

new found love!

okay wow. its been ages since i like blogged. one month at least. or two actually.
but oh well, exams are finally over. like literally since next semester is internship and after that i'll graduate!

as th title said, new found love. omg, no guise, im still single. would 2D guys count? currently attached to animes and cosers. I WAS ONLY SUPPOSE TO BE ADDICTED TO FREE. OMG. WHY DID IT TURN OUT TO BE LIKE THIS.

and with th help of HuiYing (she's part of my new found love), i went into th dark side. DAMMIT. well, not exactly dammit. its a good experience though. went for quite a few events with her related to anime already and it was like really really fun and an eye opener. all th cosers are good mannnnn. th ones that we really like are coming for AFA this Dec so YAY! 

OTL. im sorry to all my kpop friends, but i've switched sides. Other than th occasional SNSD imma spazz about, its all gonna be about anime now. and Trav wonders how long will this craze last. She thinks its gonna be real long though.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIYING. yeaah, its her actual birthday today, even though i celebrated it with her sister yesterday. oh yeah, I KNOW HER YOUNGER SISTER. such a coincidence though, that her younger sister is from MFSS Chinese Dance. hehehehe. they're both really nice to squish and hug. AND THEY LOOK COMPLETELY DIFFERENT? spending time with th both of them makes me wonder if they are really 19 and 17. we're all as childish as we can be, quarrelling with each other and chasing each other to bathe. and its funny how th both of them call each other FAT. HAHAHAHAHAH. cute pair of siblings, but they sure have what they call th siblings complex as well.

now that summer is going to be over (i think its already over though), there's not much nice animes to watch in fall D: most of th summer animes didnt really have good ending though, ZnT, Free!, GSNK, Haikyuu! and Love Stage all had really sad and depressing ending. Even though i hope for a sequel for GSNK and Love Stage cause their manga is still on going. At least Daiya is going on till next year, a straight 75 episode anime. IM SO GLAD FOR THAT. I MEAN WHY CANT HAIKYUU AND KUROBASU DO THAT MAN. its so annoying to wait for th next season. >.> i think im done ranting, but i cant wait for fall to be here as well :D Psycho Pass 2 is gonna be great. heheheheheh. ><


AND, i need to catch up with a few people i havent met up in a long time. like Trav and Qi, omg, girls, we need to gossip. We've been so busy with our FYP even talking on line seems hard. and i need food. like good fooooooood. with lots and lots of gossips and update. I should meet up with bb soon i guess, even though its only 2 months. but AHYA, NEVERMIND OUR HALF A YEAR DATES. i just wanna go out with bb, its calming when im with her. :D i love our heart to heart talks :D


thats it for my update. HAHAHAH. INTERN IS STARTING SOON, WHICH MEANS MORE WORK. but im paid, SO HAHAHAHAHA. and i have AFA coming in Dec, so that shall be my motivationnnnnnnnnnn~ so byebye! imma head back to do my lab work. :D

to my beautiful bb girl

blog post specially for my bb girl! 

school's a killer but at least i got to go out with bb girl ^^ our half yearly meetups are always the best for updates and learning something new. and we always talk for more than 4 hours. oh my. there is really alot to update. 

bb has taught me many many things, she gave me things to think about seriously as well as things to learn from her. from the passion we have for our course, to the passion we have for our interest such as kpop. its been 3 years and many things have happened. people changed, so did th both of us. but for the better i guess. we grew up, grew stronger and wiser with the help of our friends and each other. we learnt from hearing opinions from each other and also from each other's situation. bb has provided me with a platform to learn as well as to teach. we both give and take a lot from each other.

since DPA, many of us may have lost contact with each other. but im glad i stayed strong with bb. im glad that she trusted me enough to share her worries and burden with me even though im not th one she sees and talks to everyday. its not as if we update or talk to each other everyday, but then, if there's a problem, we know that we have someone to go for a third opinion if needed. 

school has been really stressful for bb girl. unlike me, she takes people's opinion very seriously and she worries a lot about how others think about her? i guess that's part of her personality and what makes her such a careful person when around people she isnt close to. trying to tell her to not give a shit about what people thinks about her is kind of impossible. cause i dont think she can change within a night. but then, she has to learn how to let go of such negativity as well. slowly at least. so that it doesnt bring her self esteem even lower than it is now. 

hello bb girl, i know you're reading this :D hehe. i would just like to say thankyou for trusting me with all your stuff. you really tell me alot of things. but even if i know many of th things you say out to me, but then im sure deep down there are things that you dont tell me as well. i wont force you to say them out. but then whenever you're ready, im always here. i know i dont always understand how you feel cause our personality is of th complete opposite, but then i will promise that i will try to put myself in your situation and be with you with every step you take. mission to bring your self esteem up would be my first :D try to take baby steps bb. and im sure you can do it :D not asking you to be as shameless as me, but at least be more confident with yourself. you're a beautiful girl. both in appearance and in your heart. so stop worrying so much about you being an annoyance cause you're not. love you bb. 

"im glad that we're two imperfect girls who found perfectness in each other"

going through a phase~

recently many things has happen that made me think alot about being a kpop fan. 

be it th dating scandals or idols leaving th company, i think as a fan no matter what we do, we have to support their decisions. i mean they're human as well. that's of no doubt. but then there are certain fans that act in a way that it seems like its th idol's fault for being human. i dont understand why, th reason other people give? its cause they're too young to understand. too young to understand what? on that idols are human too? i dont think that is a legit excuse. 

When EXO confirmed their concert date in SG, im like do i really want to go for th concert. after all that has happened, my thoughts of leaving this fandom has increased. do i really want to be labelled as one of th ridiculous fans that doesnt allow my idols to be human? maybe not, but at th same time, so many fans are leaving them due to th fact that Baek is dating. do i wanna leave them as well at their lowest point? i agree that this fandom has gone through so much shyt just within 2 years of debut. but then, this is no excuse, SONEs went through things that are as bad and we never left SNSD. this puts me in a dilemma. A VERY CONFUSING ONE. 

i've been drifting away from KPOP for awhile. its like i dont find th need to keep myself updated to what my idols are doing. i dont find th need to check twitter frequently to see what my idols are doing every single day. its like a sudden realization that i have other things in my life other than kpop. Being a hardcore kpop fan since the start, its like i'll feel empty and lost if i dont know what's their schedule for th day and i must live stream all their music shows. but then, now, even if i miss all their music shows, i actually dont really give a shyt? i find myself being able to be really happy even without kpop. i love whatever im doing right now and kpop isnt even one of them. Right now Kpop to be is probably a burden? having to keep up with their comebacks and concert is really tiring at times. 

This morning i had a nice HTHT talk with bb girl about this situation of mine and she really helped alot. Im confused at who to talk to about this as i dont think anyone is facing th same problem as me other than bb girl. I've been keeping this to myself for a long while and only decided to let it out after reading bb's blog. i guess i just needed someone to talk to, to sort my feelings out and its good to know that im not th only one feeling this way. bb says that its probably a phase we are going through cause its year 3 and stuff. and to be honest, i really hope whatever she stated is right. im so glad that she's her for me at this point of a time where im so conflicted and confused with what im feeling. 

after all, we spent so much time, effort and money into them. Are we willing to just give up on them just like that? that's something we cannot give an answer to, until we've tried it out.

but for now, we'll just take one step at a time. think about it slowly. and i hope things will work out as time pass by. bye~

self proclaimed holidays!

its been a long time since i blogged D: meeeep.

there's just been too many things to do, from FYP to studying for CTs. but then at lease its over now! i get a few days of break! so yay!

headed over to Vian's house to stay for a night! it was some quality time spent with her! fun as well! did quite a lot of cabbing with her :P we went to River Safari yesterday afternoon! its my 2nd time there, so this time its me being tourguide for her!

Her love for snakes and gators are weird? and she's afraid of monkeys! that one i know why. but then how could she just brush away my pandas D: i feel so hurt D: HAHAAHAH. i spent quite alot of time with her staring at scaly things. :P well, cause she likes them? HAHA. 

Dinner was with daddy,auntie, grandpa and grandma and gugu ang guzhang and Vian. Gary didnt make it cause he had a concert to attend D: meeeeep. he's so hard to catch man! We had crabs! at Pasir Panjang! DAMN, THOSE CRABS WERE GOOOOOOOD. :D 

and we headed over to Vivo city! and HEHEHEE. I GOT A NEW MICHAEL KORS WALLET FROM DADDY. :D time for a change of wallet :D UPGRADE! we walked around Vivo cause it was too early to go home :O 

went for some Coldstone ice cream! so instead of choosing one of their creations, i made my own. and the scooper told me to catch my own ice cream. IM LIKE WTF WHAT IF I DROP IT OR STH. so she just handed me th cup and told me where to stand and i did. SHE THREW AND I CAUGHT IT!!!!!! WHEEEEEEE :D more like thank goodness i caught it? WHAT HAPPENS IF I DROPPED IT? well, i didnt have time to think about that anyways! wonderful experience all thanks to her :D it was a good way to end my night!

Staying over at her house means no sleep until 2am in th morning and not waking up until like super late. but then staying with me means i wake up as early as 8am no matter what time i sleep th previous night. so uhm, we kinda slept at like 2 plus? and then we woke up at around 10? cause i had to fly somewhere else>>>>> TO TH AIRPORT!

now, th airport thingy? Yunlong was wondering if i was drunk or sth suggesting to him that i'll head over to find him before he flies today! like, hello? not drunk please. WHERE GOT PEOPLE SPEND THEIR BIRTHDAY ALONE ONE! hey, im just being nice, plus its been a long time since i saw him :D 

so i had to fly from Yew Tee to home to change clothes and put down my bag and fly from my house to airport. oh my tian. i was in such a rush. and there he is so slack cause he lives 15 minutes away from th airport! ITS NOT FAIR YO. but oh well! HAHA. :D it was a nice time spent with him today afternoon!^^ got to catch up with him about school and shyt stuff actually :P 

i hope he has a safe flight there! :D byebye! ^^