school's a killer but at least i got to go out with bb girl ^^ our half yearly meetups are always the best for updates and learning something new. and we always talk for more than 4 hours. oh my. there is really alot to update.
bb has taught me many many things, she gave me things to think about seriously as well as things to learn from her. from the passion we have for our course, to the passion we have for our interest such as kpop. its been 3 years and many things have happened. people changed, so did th both of us. but for the better i guess. we grew up, grew stronger and wiser with the help of our friends and each other. we learnt from hearing opinions from each other and also from each other's situation. bb has provided me with a platform to learn as well as to teach. we both give and take a lot from each other.
since DPA, many of us may have lost contact with each other. but im glad i stayed strong with bb. im glad that she trusted me enough to share her worries and burden with me even though im not th one she sees and talks to everyday. its not as if we update or talk to each other everyday, but then, if there's a problem, we know that we have someone to go for a third opinion if needed.
school has been really stressful for bb girl. unlike me, she takes people's opinion very seriously and she worries a lot about how others think about her? i guess that's part of her personality and what makes her such a careful person when around people she isnt close to. trying to tell her to not give a shit about what people thinks about her is kind of impossible. cause i dont think she can change within a night. but then, she has to learn how to let go of such negativity as well. slowly at least. so that it doesnt bring her self esteem even lower than it is now.
hello bb girl, i know you're reading this :D hehe. i would just like to say thankyou for trusting me with all your stuff. you really tell me alot of things. but even if i know many of th things you say out to me, but then im sure deep down there are things that you dont tell me as well. i wont force you to say them out. but then whenever you're ready, im always here. i know i dont always understand how you feel cause our personality is of th complete opposite, but then i will promise that i will try to put myself in your situation and be with you with every step you take. mission to bring your self esteem up would be my first :D try to take baby steps bb. and im sure you can do it :D not asking you to be as shameless as me, but at least be more confident with yourself. you're a beautiful girl. both in appearance and in your heart. so stop worrying so much about you being an annoyance cause you're not. love you bb.
"im glad that we're two imperfect girls who found perfectness in each other"
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