what i really think and feel.

doesnt mean that when i dont say anything about your attitude, means that i am okay with it.
i am not and i will never be.
i just keep my mouth shut cause i dont want to ruin this trip for you and for everyone.
so next time watch how you rsply me.
i dont owe you anything and i can shoot back whenever i want.
but i choose not to. 
so dont step over my head and act like as if you can.
even though you are older than me, it still doesnt give you a right to do so.
please be respectful of my feelings if you want me to do th same to yours.
i ask a question nicely and yet you reply me with such a tone, it isnt very nice of you to do so.
i can actually not even consider asking and hack care about you, but i did. 
so please be nice and not make me blow up for th next 3 weeks.
this trip is a trip to make you grow independent.
please stop complaining and live with it.
and not expect too much, lower your expectations for heaven's sake.
complaining wouldnt get you anywhere, adaptation will.