P.O.S

this is really irritating.
cant you change th tone of th way you talk.
enough is enough.
i dont want to ruin this trip for you.
so i havent flare up yet.
can you at least make an effort to change.
im nice enough not to guai lan you back.
but im not so sure about th society.

and what is wrong with you.
why do you always only guai lan me???
WHAT TH FUCK DID I EVEN DO TO YOU IN TH FIRST PLACE?
I DIDN'T EVEN SCOLD YOU OR STH.
I ACTED AS NICE AS I CAN.
TOLERATING ALL YOUR NONSENSE.

im not your bloody maid, 
i dont have to listen to your insults 
and not scold back.
before i scold you bitch right in front of your face,
you better wake up or sth.

you made me so frustrated to th point that i cried.
this is not good.
so emotionally tired of keeping everything to myself.
but who can i consult at this point of a time.
i have to remind myself i am not at home 
and i can only talk to Stephie or Panda thru whatsapp
and not face to face.
well, at least they wont see me break down.

i shall tick to my original plan.
i will ignore everyone if needed.
especially you.
just cause of you, everyone will have to suffer.
you happy with that??

i'll remain alone.
like i always am.
so tired of trying to do my best in everything.
i'll just let this go for once.
im not gonna bother anymore.
im just gonna do my own things. 

i wanna go back to SG asap.
i want my panda and bb D: 
3 more weeks to endure.
i hope i can survive.