ups and downs.

a few weeks of school has passed. im coping fine i guess? 

there has been many ups and downs. 
and once again, there's this girl, who's always there for me. no fail.
like she never fails to make me smile no matter how cranky, angsty or sad i get. 
i really want to applaud her for going to th extent just to make me smile. 

been through alot with her really. 
like i havent got another friend who is as precious to her as me.
and who knows my family situation at th tip of her fingers. 
well, sometimes i wonder how she catches up with all th shyt i tell her.
like seriously, i complain almost all th time. and yet she still remembers whatever i told her. 
and even if i get all pms with her and ignore her, she will always be th first to message me after a few days. 
she knows to give me a few days to calm down first. and well a few days to miss her as well (IM SURE YOU DONT KNOW THIS BUT YEAH, I DO MISS YOU)
and then she messages me a veryyyyy long message, and make me feel oh so better^^ 
she is really a magical panda~ :D my one and only one~ 


yeah, we do get jealous of each other and stuffs. to th extent that we usually report to each other where th heck we are going or meeting up with. 
well, we go very far... like i do report to her when i poop? oopsy. HAHAHAHA. YEAH, THIS IS HOW FUCKING CLOSE WE ARE. 
and well, there are people who are jealous of our friendship.
which im kinda happy. oopsy. 
i mean, seriously panda? dont you feel happy as well? HAHA. 



and one more thing, can we still classify our friendship as friendship? like wtf, i dont even know what's our relationship anymore. OTL. answer this question please panda^^





and last but not least. th same usual thing we say to each other before heading to be. 


I LOVE YOU PANDA^^ SMOOCHIES :*