still so tired. didnt get enough of my baby sleep D:
oh well! shall start blogging since i cant fall back asleep anyways :D
so, im gonna post th photos us one by one and then talk about them.
so i'll go member by member according to age okay.
i'm not going to type out th entire essay of message th wrote out for me, just some parts^^
SO TH COVER PAGE.
gosh, its hilarious.
FILLED WITH ZYX I TELL YOU.
i'm not kidding when i said it was filled with ZYX.
I TOTALLY GOT A SHOCK WHEN I SAW SO MANY OF HIS PICTURES.
maknae was totally laughing at my reaction.
chiu chiu chiu~ my healing unicorn. ><
how cute of them to put photos of him into th card as well!
THIS IS SO ADORABLE.
Next would be Umma's card!
HER UNICORN. IS 3D ONE. CAN TOUCH ONE SOMEMORE.
LIKE A WOW ONLY.
my unicorn is made up of strings and some furry furry base that idk what you call it.
but its so nice to touch >< teehee~
"Your are th first F♠Te girl i knew/met and i am really glad to have you as th supporting pillar of F♠TE and keeping us together."
Ahhhh~ this. th memory of meeting her still remains vivid and clear when i first agreed to join into th group of dancers that she wanted to created out of nothing.
it was tough, really tough on her. as we went from 8 members to 6. but then, i guess all these were really worth it.
even though we are not dancing much now, we're still very close to each other. ^^
never regretted being in this group.
I REALLY HAVE TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU UMMA, FOR CREATING F♠TE FOR US^^
"Please do eat and stop skipping meals! If not i will make you eat a whole cake on your next birthday"
Umma, you kidding me ryte? A WHOLE CAKE?!?!?!
okieokie, i no skip meals alr. me no want eat one whole cake by myself.
we can share th cake^^
"Study hard and dont let those that do not appreciated you affect you okay? Its their loss for taking you for granted! Pursue what you love because that's where your happiness is. Eighteen years old already, things get tougher, life gets harder. But you get smarter, stronger and braver."
this paragraph got me tearing TT yeah, life gets harder, like really harder. im sure it is for all of us. but then i did get stronger too^^ and many thanks to umma supporting me all th way.
Even though pursuing what i love is really tough, but since in th end, i'll get my happiness as what umma says, i'll stay strong knowing that i will never be alone^^
Its okay umma, you no sound like some old grandmother nagging! HAHA >< but yeah, i'll keep your words in mind about whatever you said about mamas and naggings^^ afterall, whatever you said is true~^^
keke~ you peter pan so cute^^
love you umma! as always :*
Next, th other old girl.
SQUISHYYYYYY DUBU. or Toh Chin Min,
idk why, i like her chinese name better >< keke
LOOK AT HOW FLUFFY THIS UNICORN ISSSSSS~
OMGAHHHHHHH.
and wait, why you mehrong me :P
pffft.
oh! and this adorable chiu chiu guy ><
kekeke~
"Welcome to th old club yo!"
Seriously Clar? == lemme jjikjjik you.
im old. but your older.
PUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAH. MEHRONG :P
"Its so cool that we actually met on th Facebook group, and got into th same class! So cool! and then we got into F♠TE"
OMGAWD, I SWEARM THIS IS REALLY LIKE FATE.
i cannot believe i actually met her on facebook and then realized that she's in th same course and same class.
how can it be such a coincidence.
and i remembered stalking her facebook as well.
im sure you stalked mine too Clar. :P
"There were ups and downs during this 1.5 years of friendship and i am really glad that we got through it all and i'm sorry for any unhappy moments. But there were happy times too and i am happy for that. "
I think its because we're in th same class and we meet each other more often that usual that we have many many instances where we were pissed at each other.
Especially during th china trip i think.
and the period after we came back.
Due to you not being in th same class as me and Jun for Y2, i think you were pretty upset about it and i was really really insensitive to you as well.
i didnt put myself into your shoes thinking how it would feel like being in a class with nobody that i know of.
I regretted doing that alot and i am so sorry for not thinking about your feelings.
Let's make more happy times from now on ^^
"And you know Yixing will be extremely happy to have you this Changsha Princess. Woooo. *Claps claps* okay awkward. *crick crick crick* HAHAHA. okay, i am perfectly same, Yes i am."
GOSH, I WAS JUDGING YOU SO HARD CLAR.
you seriously. first clapping by yourself was bad enough.
and then you decided to become a cricket cause th atmosphere you had was awkward. OTL.
you win alr lah. laugh cry me.
and th award winning sentence.
"Hey! You can ride on unicorns and go prancing on rainbows and jumping on fluffy clouds."
gosh, this was exactly what you smsed me on my birthday as well.
HAHAHHAAH. I SHALL FIND SOME DAY TO FUFILL THIS THEN :D
how cute >< prancing on rainbows :D
i shall bring you along as well. and then drop you from th middle of th sky. HAHA. Nahhh, just kidding ><
and yes! let's be friends 5ever (idk why 5ever though)
and your drawings are so pretty!
and squishy and fluffy like you are :D
Oooooo~ time for Dione's card :D
th girl who left spacings while writing my card and then decided that she had too much too write and gave up on leaving th spaces. HOW ADORBS :D
th blur panda.
who represents Dione and her blurness :D
AND SO MANY UNICORNS^^
and she managed to draw xingxing's symbol!
AND A STAR FOR ME.
xing? you get it?
"But at least I know i always love you and you always love me right? (cause Jovin very loves you)"
HAHA, YES DIONE~ JOVIN VERY LOVES YOU :D and will forever be loving you too^^ so no worries about you not celebrating my birthday last year, there's always a next time^^
"Everytime it will be MAMA Choding asking me to go eat, to go sleep and encouraging me! Me is very grateful for that and so you must do th same ah Choding! be a good girl okay? :)"
HAHA. Dione ahhhh~ someone has to be th mama or no one is going to sleep or be a good girl. MUST SLEEP HOR. SLEEEEEEEEEEP >< baby sleep is very important!!!!!!! kekeke~
Yes, Dione, i will be a good girl too :P okay, when i feel like being a good girl. i will :p HAHA. lemme enjoy being rebellious first :D
"Oh and aigoo, i dont really write cards to you hor >< SORRY SORRY TT must write more for you to read and so we can be closer. ^^ actually no one really cares when i tweet or sat that im sad or something but you always reply me and cheer me up so THANKYOU CHODING <3"
aigooo~ Dione ahhhh~ no need to write more cards lah. write letters. HAHA. you want we can. you gimme your house address, i snail mail letters to you! so fun! :D kekeke~
WELL, SOMEONE MUST BE TH FIRST TO CARE^^ SO HERE I AM FOR YOU^^
so next time sad come to me okay! i help you analyze stuff and make you happy again. i'll prolly give you more half naked Jaes >< teehee~
"On th day of your birthday, me remember you said that you were sad because your friend didnt wish you so i did 3 times! and i know you dont really like to celebrate your birthday right? :) ;~; but but its a celebration every year because its th day that my dear choding is born!"
AHHHHH~ gosh, you are so cute. >< wishing me happy birthday so many times just so that you can make up for th happy birthday wishes that i never managed to get. As silly as this might be, i find it really touching. no one had ever done this for me before and i am really surprised when you actually did it.
ohhhh well, i think if you girls continue to celebrate my birthday for me every year, i think i will start to like my birthday more cause my birthday means i get to see all of you! so yay! :D
I'll continue to be th crazy an cheerful girl i always am^^ and you also must be happy okay!
AND DIONE AH. SLEEP AH. REMEMBER, BABY SLEEP IS ALWAYS VERY IMPORTANT!
okay, bb's one is gonna be real long.
she literally wrote an essay for me.
she wrote an essay of 617 words for me.
and yes bb, I WENT TO COUNT. DONT JUDGE.
i couldnt help it. it was so longgggggg~
LAST LINE OF TH FIRST CHORUS OF PETER PAN.
she wrote another line which Lay sang as well, but i didnt take photo of it.
Song Lyrics is from Angel : 在你身边环绕着
Xing, with a carrot on top of his head.
HAHA. WHICH BB THINKS ITS A HORN ><
OTL BB, TH TURTLE IS CUTE.
BUT ITS NOT YOU.
SO NOPE.
YOU'RE NOT CUTE.
MEHRONG :P
"and you're finally legal~ alamakkk.. you wont be mature lo"
uhmmm, bb? i think you were tryna say i wont be immature lo?
HAHA.
"Thankyou BB girl for... being my bb girl :) for being my source of happiness and pillar of support."
== jjikjjik you for th first one. #okaycan HAHA. I LEARN FROM YOU DE! HASHTAGS!
kekeke~ you're welcome but you forgot my biggest role.
FOR BEING YOUR NUMBER ONE BULLY~ OH YAYYYY!
JOVIN FTW :D WHEEEEEEEEE~
"Thanks to you, you relieved my DPA memories when we signed up together for th CUL. One of th greatest camps i had and if werent for you, or in fact if i hadnt met you, i wouldnt meet Anon1741 (although they can be really annoying but we love them right?)"
ahh~ DPA. it wasnt a very great time for me as well, but then i had you^^ we helped each other get back our precious memories. th memories we were suppose to have during our own DPA but we didnt managed to keep them.
Being a CUL with you was th best thing that ever happened for all th camp leaders i ever had. to be truthful, since secondary school, whenever i was a leader for a camp, i never failed to cry cause th campers never listened to me. but this is th first camp that i did not. you kept me hyper and happy and motivated^^ and you always made me anticipate things as well :D thank you too bb, for making this camp a great one for me!
"Cus you know i'll be there for you right? I'll follow you and be by your side like a shield protecting you from anymore scars."
OMGAH. THIS TT. I TEARED UP SO BADLY READING THIS PART. D:
THANK YOU BB. I'LL BE YOUR SHIELD TOO ^^ lets fight this world together :D
"Im like your turtle to your unicorn~ we will work hard together achieving our dreams and spazz for th rest of our lives. # YELAY FTW!"
TURTLE TO YOUR UNICORN? got such OTP? uniturtle? turcorn? unitle? idk >< kekeke~ but okie! WE SHALL HWAITING TOGETHER :D YAY^^ #YELAY FTW :D TEEHEE~
i left out like quite abit. cause if i really wrote what i wanted to. i might as well just type out her entire birthday message essay down here ><
but bb, you know i love you right?? :D teeeheee~ smoochies :*
AND MAKNAE'S TURN^^
HER CARD IS SO CUTE I TELL YOU.
by just doing this, its already so fluffy and cute><
MORE XINGS FOR ME :D YAY!
GOSH, THIS CRACKED ME UP.
but looking at th rest of th cards she made, t
his is really th prettiest one. :')
Disclaimer first: maknae's message is really short. well, we all know she's not th type to write long and mushy messages to all of us. but we all know she loves us deeeeeep deeeeeep down in her heart^^ so those who are reading my blog but dk much about maknae, please do not misunderstand.
"Finally! th 5th one to turn 18! you're now legal."
haha! maknae ah, you must be waiting for your turn right?
no worries it will come soon. and you'll join us in th old club :D
"Continue working hard, for studies, hobbies things you like. (you study so hard, i can never do that. I am always so easily distracted ><)"
HAHA. MAKNAE AH. I STUDY SO HARD. you kidding who sia. :3 i get distracted very easily also. >< since my laptop is always on~ kekeke~ its called no choice, cause we got so many papers D: meeeeeep D:
i'll continue to work hard! you too! dont drown in all th chinese characters okay! i really wonder how you survive reading all th chinese all th time. i think i'll cry TT
"I believe you will do very well, because YOU CAN DO IT! so, whenever you feel like giving up, remember why you chose this path and also dont forget, YOU STILL HAVE US!"
i probably have to believe in myself as much as you believe in me. cause half th time im doubting my own abilities.
and yeah, i will keep reminding myself why in th first place i chose this path whenever i want to give up.
AND HAVING YOU GIRLS AROUND IS SOMETHING THAT I CANNOT LOSE.
you all are like my booster^^ always keeping me happy and motivated!
and now for th presents!
MY PRINCESS BALLOONNNNNNN~
SO PRETTAYEEEEEE~
SAY HI TO TH 2 ADORABLE UNICORNS!
bigger one is Se, smaller one is Xing.
keke. so together they are SeXing.
okay, unless you know EXO's otp,
if not i doubt you uds what im talking about.
so that's all for th birthday messages essays and pressies!
really grateful for my girls to actually spend time to pen their thoughts down on a piece of paper.
cards might actually seem to be th simplest gift, and some people might think it doesnt seem sincere.
but for me, i find that it is th best gift anyone can receive on their birthday.
it consist of their most heartfelt messages. th things that they wanted to tell you, but never had th chance or guts to do so.
so we spill all our thoughts into th piece of paper others think is miserly.
This is also part of th reason why i started with this idea when Umma's birthday was coming.
Y2 is hectic, we dont get to meet each other often.
but that doesnt mean that we completely cut off all communications with each other.
we still do talk and share our problems with each other.
and motivate and help each other along th way through this year~
i guess this really brings us much closer to each other.
and allows us to open up more to each other as well.
i love you girls~ thank you for taking time out and preparing all these for me^^ SMOOCHIES :*
i'll end this off with F♠TE's quote.
♥ Believe in F♠TE ♥
Dare to Dream, Dare to Fail.
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