ever since im in poly, i changed alot.
its like th people i talk to get pissed so easily that after talking to them for awhile,
i just dont reply them.
th feeling they give me is just so scary.
or maybe its just me.
cant you people just talk nicely?
D: or is it that i am too sensitive.
due to their tone in th messages i receive,
i stop talking to them.
and then even if im in th wrong, i wont even bother explaining.
cause im scared of them.
this has been going on since year 1.
i never voice out anything unless necessary.
afraid that they'll be offended or stuff.
and then slowly, i stop talking at all.
oh hell yeah, i might laugh and act like as if everything is normal.
its just so that you dont get offended by me not laughing and get pissed off at me.
i'll probably freak out if you do.
i cant handle such stuff well.
i guess i'm better off being alone.
an extrovert turn introvert.
wtf is wrong with me sometimes i ask.
but i dont know.
when my friends are pissed, and i just run away from them.
cause i dont know what to do.
like even though its not my fault that i made them pissed.
i'll still avoid them cause im afraid i'll get it from them.
th only person i dare disturb and still talk to is panda i guess?
she doesn't go all pms on me when she's angry with other people.
and never scolds me no matter how pissed off is she.
i guess if i continue like this.
i'll probably end up with no friends.
and well, its my own doing i guess.
i probably deserve it.
too bad for me then.
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