hurt

i'm hurt by your comments
and i doubt you even realized that you hurt me with just that one sms you sent.
its not as if i dont want to study hard and learn it better.
i dont have that much time to like study everything at once?
and it's not that easy to study it within such a short time as compared to other people.


i have a whole lot of other modules and assignments to juggle as well. 
and what's wrong with learning slower?
isit that bad?


I dont understand, i really dont.
yeah, just one bloody text and im affected this badly. 

this shows how important you are to me.


well, nevermind. 
i shall not talk to you unless necessary.
i hate comparisons.
and you're not helping. 


and i'm having exams soon.
so no more distractions.
my mood is like so down and fucked up after reading that one text from you?
ah fuck, forget it.


you're not gonna realize it anytime soon and im not gonna bother.


so i'll just stfu and bye.